Sadness

Its too late! Lose it, then I regret! Hate myself!

But that isn't going to help.

I've done wrong and I cannot seek for her forgiveness again.

Every moment I thinks of her, there's a sour feeling inside me.

Its like, I lost my grandpa during Primary 4.

The heart really breaks, and I sure hurt her more.

Today in class, I tried not to think of her.

But I just cannot!

No matter where am I.

There will be memories of her being with me flashes through my mind.

I never give her enough concern as her boyfriend.

I failed to do a part as a boyfriend.

I'm just a failure.

I've cried and think and thinks.

I done her wrong.

She ought not to forgive me.

All I want now is, for her to be happy than last time.

Happier than me.

Happier than anybody else out there.

For one thing I want is that, to seek a smile from her face where ever she goes. =)

Now, I must change.

Change for the better.

Concentrate on studies.

Concentrate on Pool. (For my dream!)

Community Service. (Loves to see people being happy).

Little by little.

I'm going to change.

Never ever will I repeat the stupid mistake I had done again!

Guys! Treat your beloved nicely.

Accompany them more.

Even if you don't have the time for them.

At least call them and chat.

Sharing what have you done today.

Don't ever forget that. Remember!

Nights!